I feel so numb now, am i sad?
Got no idea, can't concentrate on my work.
I never thought i will experience this pain again, i thought we can just like" happily ever after".
That's just fairytale, never did happen to me.
What else i can do?
Will he still at home waiting for me and give another chance?
Or he already choose to be cruel-hearted just one time, and he except from my "evil hands".
I don't know what i will do....
Whenever i face this situation, i want to be alone.....
I want to shout and i want to cry hard; then go for a good sleep....
Can't believe i'm going through all of these again.
How funny i am, i think we will ended up become husband and wife.
He is right, i'm funny for thinking in such way.....
How possible to become husband & wife as we keep "bang" to each other.
How's my life going to be?
Keep scrolling up and down at my contact book, find someone out for drinks.
Register for some classes to fill up my time....
Online internet game, watch movie.....
Yeah, my old life...way back to old practise.
I must be tough this time, no anger.....
I'm not always right, maybe he is right......
I am annoying not only to him, but also his friends too.
That's is why almost 2 years i still can't click on with them.
Won't put me into their list when they hang out .....
Cos' i just can't fit in ; i failed to make myself to fit in with them.
So long after 2 years, i'm back to single again.
( 4 relationships.... i'm looser in this "game".)
